Suffering is unnecessary/suicide is justified
http://www.near-death.com/experiences/s ... tions.html
I will just point a couple things out from that article:
"People who are thinking of killing themselves can learn a great deal from NDEs. Some NDEs suggest that committing suicide may be the worse thing anyone can do because it is rejecting God's gift of life which destroys an opportunity for spiritual advancement. "
"Angie's NDE gives us a unique insight into unjustifiable suicide. It suggests that one of life's purposes is to grow through suffering. It validates the truthfulness of the phrase, "No pain. No gain."
I have struggled with severe depression in my life and there was no value whatsoever in that. It has destroyed my life and there was nothing to learn and grow from that. The only good thing was getting out of that depressive hell.
This also applies to people in psyche wards who go through the worst suffering and have their lives destroyed. There is no value in a life like that. To go up and tell such a person:
"Welp, no pain no gain. You are here to learn and grow and that is the way it is. Too bad. You are not getting a happy life. Life is tough and that is the way it is."
This is completely insulting. So if there is such a God like that, then this is no loving God at all. A loving God would be someone like my mother. She wants me to be happy. If she were God and I said to her that I wish to have no suffering and no misery in my life, I just want to be happy and have an awesome life, don't value learning and growing, and only value being happy, then she would say:
"I am completely cool with that. There is no need for you to suffer and there is no need for any learning and growing through suffering since it is something you don't value and is only something that destroys your life. So I will give you the most blissful life ever and it will be the most awesome life for you! This is what you value and I will give that life to you."
If someone came up to her and wanted a life of suffering and wanted to learn and grow from that, then she would say:
"I am cool with that as well. This is what you value and I will make your life a meaningful struggle for you."
A true loving God would be someone who would give us the lives we value. If someone only values a blissful life of no suffering and misery, then he/she should have that life. If someone values a life of suffering and misery, then he/she should have that life. For a God to go against our values would be our greatest enemy. As long as such values are not causing harm to anyone else, then there should be no problems.
I don't harm anyone else and am respectful towards others. Therefore, I should of been given a blissful life when my soul was brought here on Earth. As a matter of fact, since I only value a blissful life of no suffering, then heaven would of been the perfect life for that. I should of been born in heaven and remained there for all eternity where I would not have to worry about any suffering in my life.
There was, therefore, no reason for me to be brought here where I am living a miserable depressive life filled with ocd thoughts that have caused my depression and destroyed my life. I was brought here to suffer against my will and against my values. This has absolutely enraged me and if there is such a God who has done this, then we as souls should all plan our destruction of such a God.
If I were to take myself out of this life, then a truly loving God would immediately send me to heaven knowing how my life was and knowing that me being happy and worry free is the only thing that makes my life worth living.